Whoever came up with that phrase is a bloody moron. because trust me, Ignorence is NOT bliss in 95% of cases. allow me to elaborate.

Recently i have been having some commisions done by various artists at not too exspensive prices, fair enough.

I had one done, which didnt turn out quite how i wanted it (please note no names to be disclosed in this journal) and hence sent the artist a note, just pointing this out. At the mean time i was polite on the picture, as so not to allow their public to know i wasent best happy. however a freind of mine decided to post his own opinions on the matter, which broiled up in a bit of a tadoo between the two. and now for a reason i dont quite understand, as well as ignoring my freind (or at least i assume) the artist is also ignoring me. and i dont understand why

I told him mny displeasrues, sure thats a bit of a problem but its a bit of a right in regards to commisions. i appologised for my freinds reactions, i still paid him in full and the picture itself has grown on me. i have kept this off any kind of forums or anything like that, but now he's compelty ignoring me and i have no idea in any way shape or form why this is. what have *i* done wrong? Really... seriously, what did i do wrong? i'm not too fussed that he's ignoring me, people ignore me a lot. but when i feel the ignorence is unjustified, or that no valid reason is given it irritates me. i asked him on MSN and (from what i assume) i was blocked on that shortly after. No one seems willing to talk about it, its almost like i did something horrible, yet i dont know what.

Someone shed some light on this matter, its starting to get to me. I doubt the person involved will read this message, but if so at least give me a bleeding note so i can sit down and think "ah yea. maybe i did do that"

No names mentioned in any comment responces please, confidentialty is still an important matter. atm anyway


MOVING SWIFTLY ON

The local bus company (Arriva) is recuriting my local area. time to see if i can follow up my desires to be a Bus driver after the childcare thing didnt work out. GO SQUEAKY DRAGON!

Two more commishes in the work atm, another badge type and one i wont divulge infomation of right now

Wow is going fun. Semper Fatalis has reformed on the same relm as a 70 raiding guild. Go me!

got the day off atm due to lack of work. hoping i be back in tommorow or wensday

Less then 90 days before i go to see in Holland, which will be fun. somewhat nervious though

My mother still irritates me.


And lots of random tags of "i squeak at you" going on from me. dunno, maybe i'm trying to get myself a wee bit more known in the community? who knows


Neep!

Just meep.

Still working

Having some commisions done

Still working

Going to Holland in Jan/Feb 2010 to meet Stompychar (Good freind of mine)

Still playing wow

What more to say?

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and now for something completly different.


Had blood (and stool) tests done recently regarding the stomach aches and they have come back negative for.. .well anything. so the doctor aint requested to see me again...so... i sit here, wait for the next fit and think about it. see if the medicine will work this time, insted of coming up



Freind coming till wensday - woot

i have been WORKING!

Yes its true! i appear to have another job, of which this one might last a while its working in a factory, assembling... stuff. very physical job, kinda thing i like.

its ruined me hands though xD



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Well isn’t this bemusing.

i was taken to Hospital on Saturday night whilst suffering one of my monthly or so stomach aches, the case being different here as it was excruciating pain and such + blood in vomit (yay for details)

anyway, waited 4 hours to be given medicine that i brought back up shortly after. just been down to the local GP whom has decided i need blood tests. which I’m going in on Thursday to provide, as well as a "stool" sample (and if you don’t know what that is, its best it stayed that way)

Dear oh dear. to top that off, its 9.40am and I’m totally knackered, parents are at home and its raining. fan-bloody-tactic

Alienware computer is still down as well. And why does my dad insist on knowing *every last fucking detail of my life" for example, its impossible for me even receive a parcel or letter without asking what’s in it... just leave me alone! GOD STRUTH... stress is unpleasant.


random update -

Parents are having a go at each other over screws already... good lord this is going to be a long day.



Oh. i forgot to mention.

my main World of Warcraft account got hacked on Friday by some stupid git in China. its now under investigation via bliz to get it back to me.

I said on Friday when it happened "how could this week get any worse?" Well Saturday answered that question now didn’t it.

Good lord this sucks.


You know what? theirs more.

I just read on a local forum regarding a wow guild i'm in that a members wife and child passed away recently too. keeps getting better and better dont it...

Your in my thoughts Jak.

And again 4 of Morgoth's deviations faved over a year ago came up at the same time on random on my faves... fun


anyway moving on.


CARROTS!


Their isnt too much point to typing this. just an update to day
no job
no life
Jenny goes to South africa in 15 days (best freind)
still playing wow (now on 60 raiding)
Roleplay is fun
REVAMPING OLD TOONS!
i need money

KEKEKE



Thats about it really, now i muse on it. heh

haw haw, made you read!